I feel unwell. It seems something has caused my body to take a battering and these binges are becoming impossible. Probably a good thing. But I am SO tired. I feel like I dump all the time now. When I eat oxalate foods, when I eat something that causes me to make endogenous oxalate...there is a brief period of feeling good, and then I dump..like an hour after eating the oxalate culprit.
I am so stressed living with my parents again. The binges are a coping mechanism.
Could it be the rise of B6 in my blood since taking 100mg? I just read about how if you cannot convert B6 in to active form, it just circulates in the blood..causing neuropathy and other symptoms. I always get numbness in my feet and legs, more noticeable when taking the B6.. But B6 causes me to dump too..? So shouldn't I be converting it if it's making me dump?

I don't know....it's all very complex. Too complex for the brain to even comprehend. The only way I will get an inkling of an idea is by trialling P5P, and my OAT results.

The other thing it could be is this house. I have felt more ill since moving here. But I started the 100mg B6 and moved at the exact same time. I did this because I thought I would need more B-vit support with the chemicals in the house and the mold.

Maybe the mold and chemicals are making me ill. Sounds like a no-brainer doesn't it?

I don't know what to do. Should I get the house tested for spores? More $$$ on a house I don't care for.

My mind was all over the place today. I felt like a junkie. I needed to be eating all the time. I drove to the shopping centre for more food, sat in the car and thought 'what the heck am I doing?' and drove back. What happens is- I eat foods that contain fibre, then I feel I must get the fibre 'out' because it's causing too much discomfort.. so I eat to 'push' it through. But lately it hasn't been coming through. It just sits there. It's an endless cycle. I want to just have an enema but our house is small and there are 4 of us here and having an enema in a house with one toilet where no one even knows what an enema is....is not going to work. So I have been trying to time it to have an enema after everyone goes to sleep. I think I will do one every night coming up. Saturday, Sunday, Monday and Tuesday night, after dad has gone to sleep. Mum comes home on Wednesday so I won't be doing them for quite some time after this. She is repulsed by them, and makes me feel very dirty for doing them.

Have had quite a few sharp headaches today too.